"Joy and pleasure are as real as pain and sorrow and one must learn what they have to teach. . . ." -- Sean Russell, from Gatherer of Clouds

"If you're not having fun, you're not doing it right." -- Helyn D. Goldenberg

"I love you and I'm not afraid." -- Evanescence, "My Last Breath"

“If I hear ‘not allowed’ much oftener,” said Sam, “I’m going to get angry.” -- J.R.R. Tolkien, from Lord of the Rings

Friday, January 30, 2009

Patterns

We need them, whether you call them habits or daily routines or whatever. I need them. Spending as much time as I do with my head firmly in the clouds, if my schedule is disrupted I get terribly confused, even anxious. I'm like a cat -- don't disrupt things, or I'll freak.

I just don't want to spend time thinking about things like that. Having to think about them. I have other thoughts I want to be thinking that are much more important, as far as I'm concerned.

I know, I should exert a little discipline and create my own schedule and set of routines -- it shouldn't be that hard.

Well, it is.

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